So guys. If you checked in the other thread, i told everyone its me JohnPwnsJ00. I'll tell my story here. So i can tend to be depressed often. And when i usually get depressed, i turn into a girl with MAD PMS and no judgement at all. So that day i deleted the account, i just decided hell ya know guys? fuckmylifeandfuckwhateveriturnedmylifeinto. Pretty much what went into my mind. So, i told Blake(Snorkii) and just deleted it. In the beginning, i was just gonna have 2 "alibis" but i just ended up going ehfuckthisshit and deleted my other account. Now i realize what i've done. Just like the Linkin Park song, kind of, i took time to think about what i did and tried it from another prespective. I know artist im being a little deuce bag and mentioning you in a bad way but. I realize now that i just posted like a motherfucker and when i saw Artist do the same, i was shocked and angry. But when i reflected on that and thought about the fact that that was me at one point, i just felt like a real bitch. So lets cut to the chase. I'm sorry, i left for a fucking retarded reason and btw dont hate me. i hate my self, dont make it even worse on me. So, yeah I know now that I couldn’t go w/o fftalk. 
